Well im away for 8 months to go work on a cruise ship as a photographer so goodbye to all. Il be writing a journal at
[link] Hopefully il have some pictures uploaded of my travels eventually but for now its fare well!!

Lost a friend today ... wish id spent more time with him when i had the chance ... but my last memories of him are all great and they just make me smile ... and thats always how il remember him ... lets all hope we are as lucky to be remembered in that way!

Things can take a sudden turn when you least expect it ... got a new job as a photographer on a cruise ship and have been shopping and having fun getting ready to go and then the bricks fall!!

I know he would hate me to feel sad ... probably smack me one if he could and tell me to go have a drink for him ... that guy just made me smile and he always will!

LAUGHING AS I CRY
STILL THE LIGHT WILL PIERCE THE DARK
STILL THE DARK WILL STEAL THE LIGHT
AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALL RIGHT
THOUGH CHANGE WON'T BE DENIED


ALL THESE WAYS GOD LOVES ME SO
IN LANGUAGES I'VE COME TO KNOW
BENEDED TREES WITH MELTING SNOW
AND ANGELS BY MY SIDE

If you just want to know something.
All you got to do Is ask me.
Cause though the sunsets all around us
The truth is often plain to see.

I know you been going through some hard times
Yes I have been there too before
And thought the truth is sometimes hard to hear
It's harder still to ignore

It doesn't gotta be this way
You don't gotta worry about what everybody might say
You just gotta follow your heart.
Right now yeah right from the start.

I know we don't always see eye to eye
I guess it's different things that were trying to find
But if we can't look each other stone cold in the face
Yes you know we might as well be blind.

Does not mean one of us is wrong
Does not mean one of us is right
Does not mean yeah we just get along
Just because we don't fight

I be up sometimes, down sometimes
We're often in between but mostly in the middle

Did I see a moment with you
In a half lit world
I'm frightened to believe
But I must try
If I stumble if I fall
I'm reaching out in this mourning air, ohh

Have I got the strength to ask
Beyond the window
I feel this fear alone
Until we have
Total honesty
If I tremble or fall
I'm reaching out in this mourning air, ohh

Should I feel a moment with you
To softly whisper
I crave nothing else so much
Longing to reveal
Total honesty
I can feel your touch
I'm reaching out in this mourning air, ohh

I'm reaching out in this mourning air, ohh.

gonna treasure what i have and while ive got it....dont know when you're gonna lose it or yourself for that matter....recently woke out of reality and into a dream and i didnt like what i saw....so im gonna break through alice's looking glass and get back to the truth.